The accidental writer by Tom Padula – 2008/9

It was February 1968 and I was sitting at one of the tables on the first floor of the Baillieu Library at the University of Melbourne, next ...

Chapter 2 - Poetry My Friend Vol.2

 NATURE AND THE SEASONS


Nature and the seasons have always been present in

my daily life. Be it in Italy or here in Melbourne,

Victoria. Nature and the seasons proceed together.

There are four seasons and, generally, vegetation grows

according to the season in which we all are. Even the

activities of our society are in line with the passing of

the seasons in each year. All our conditioning as

citizens of the country in which we live is developed

around this reality of nature.

But the seasons also represent for everyone the

chronological events of life. Spring is the beginning of

life, when everything begins to live, grow and flourish.

Summer is when people, living things become adult,

take their shape and way of being. Autumn represents

the harvest of our experiences and of our labours, when

we arrive to have and enjoy the many fruits of our

growth and life as adults. Finally Winter comes and the

trees lose their leaves, the fruits have been gathered, the

weather is more grey, nature gives itself a period of

rest… and sleeps. For humans this period is the last

stage of each year and of life itself, when the final

moment takes us away.

The poems that have fallen in this poetical chest are

the ones about nature, the ones about a particular type

of flower dear to me,that is the Rose, and finally on the

four seasons. I conclude this chapter of the second

volume of Poetry My Friend with two poems on the

damage to our life as human beings and to nature. We

are directly responsible for polluting our planet, while El

Nino is the effect of a particular phenomenon that exists

over the lands that are surrounded by the Pacific

Ocean... which is not always peaceful!

I am sure that I will find or I will write other poems

about this theme of nature and of the seasons... it’s a

theme for all time and for all of us. I hope that people

who live near the tropics and the polar regions will be

able to enjoy these ‘mediterranean’ poems … I hope so!



My seasons


I have cheered up

in the light of past days

in the middle of the din

of a Spring storm.

I have dived into the salt

water of a sea in Summer

when the sun with its rays

dominated the earth.

And I have tasted the Autumn fruit

hung from those trees with foliage

amidst the fresh smell of the leaves

in the dim light of an orchard.

Now I throw myself into the fresh snow

just fallen from the sky in this Winter

full of memories and of fantasy

in the warmth of my third age.

Every season has brought

its gifts, its smell,

its taste.



Seasons of Love


Oh my youthful dreams, so twisted and vain,

when attracted by the first faint wind

of Spring, so cold and thoughtless,

so inhuman in front of looks

in Love!

Inconscient dreams, like iron gloves

that slap the tired cheeks,

you are the ones who awaken the ardour,

that make us desperate

for Love!

Then joy turns upside down desperation,

it leaves on the ground the days of Winter,

it invites the warmth of Summer, in the light

of midday, when everything reveals

the beauty of living,

with Love!

When the gathering of a harmonious life arrives,

the altogether of the whole of the existence

of memories returns, to make us happy!

And it is so that we can savour the fruits

of Love!



The Four Seasons


I like all the seasons because each one of them gives us

something different and important.


Summer


Summer arrives like the culmination of a dream, of a

positive goal of our life. Everything is easy in the

Summers that behave well because even they,

sometimes, are capable of overdoing it and bring harm

and tragedies. In general we think of Summer with

affection and love because it is a period of holidays, of

festivities, of relaxation. When Summer arrives it’s as if

the most beautiful period of the year has arrived.

Summer is the culmination of many things, it is the adult

period of nature, that time of heat and of life, of long

days, of nights full of social life. All of nature is awake

and alive, the sea is particularly attractive, as are all of

the environments: mountains and hills, alpine and city

places, rivers and lakes, plains and countryside.


Autumn


Autumn brings us the fullness of so many fruits which

have arrived, ready to be gathered. Human life also

has these autumnal characteristics. After having lived as

adults to affirm ourselves in society, to have our things,

our very own family. This is the culminating moment of

our energy and of our activity. We have already

reached the beginnings of the third age, when we have

arrived at the height of what we can do.


Winter


Nature prepares to relax. We, human beings, begin to

retire in our own, to relax. We have had enough of a

year that has passed, of a life that has been lived. This

is the evening, the night, the Winter period when

everything is quiet and rests. Sometimes it’s also the

end. But it’s an end that is also fleeting because it

returns…


Spring


… and the cycle of another year, of another life. Human

beings know that after every cycle of life and death, the

will to continue raises its head again, to the reemergence of new experiences and new sensations

which the four seasons bring to us each year and in our

life.



Frosty Reality


The jewel frost in the morning’s glory sun

seems like a meadow of diamonds

scattered over the green of oncoming Spring.

A certain coolness, a strange sorrow

is overcoming the struggle to existence.

Unusually clear the day goes by slowly

as if eternity, for once, wishes to

imprint on this heart of mine

an awakening feeling of reality of truth.

Man is all the day represents:

a sensitive animal that rejoices with nature,

with the preen of the day.

No one is indifferent to the strange happiness

of the bush,

to the quiet peace found in the country

on such clear days. In the wilderness

of the city, a little bird is heard singing,

bitter melancholy pervades the air

that is so poignant with life.

The old dream of nature is dead:

there remains only the rattling life

of civilisation.



Spring


We see Spring in the air

appearing differently each year

amidst the grey of the atmosphere.

She emerges, awakes, dresses up

with vibrant, festive colours

and runs everywhere in the city...

She brings here her smile,

there her magic mantle.

She renews life to one and all.

She says unashamedly: “I’m beautiful”.

I bring you so many flowers, my green.

I allow love to be born again in you.

Fragile is her beauty.

Enjoy its fresh appeal

whilst it lasts...Wake up!



It’s Spring


Here comes the damsel

singing near the brook,

dressed festively

adorned with violets and primroses.

Now she is like a gracious ballerina

who dances lightly

on the green meadows of the earth.

With her magic touch

she invites everyone to her feast:

white and yellow daisies,

cherry trees tinted with pink petals,

sparrows and chaffinches,

coloured butterflies,

without counting all the insects.

It’s Spring.

Let’s form ourselves in a chorus

to celebrate the beautiful season.



Smell of Spring


The heat of the sun

that touches my face

makes me remember

her warm embrace.

The cold wet rain

and the deep grey of the sky

will make me remember always

her sad goodbye.

Do you remember when we spoke

of your poems of love,

of hot kisses and sad departures,

of deep sentiments

and so many changes?

You had love

and gave it to me.

And I left you…

and another arrived.

It was all a going and coming!

They were the first days

of Spring

and you, flowers, gave away

your scent!



Again, Spring


It’s again Spring.

You see and feel her

when you are walking in the park,

or in the countryside, at the beach,

or on the streets of the city.

It begins to colour the environment

with its buds of flowers,

of fruit trees,

with its bushes all shaking

in the fresh breeze that passes through

your skin and refreshes you.

And the bees begin their work.

The birds sing or shout

amidst the covers of the trees.

The insects begin to irritate.

The grass is tender and lucid,

the sky takes on another aspect,

more clear, more alive, more visible,

amidst the sun that shines and the white clouds,

the wind that is running, the rain that is falling,

at times the tempest, the hail and the storm.

A mixture of events a little crazy,

like a young immature person growing up,

between a scolding and a laugh,

between difficulties and happiness,

between the bad and the good…

in those days full of activities,

of so much energy among friends,

or so much reflection when alone.

It’s Spring: the beginning of new life!



Katie and David


There is Katie who is giving

the small pasta dinner

to David, her little one,

who is only five months old!

Where? Under the shadow of a marine

tree, on the small mound of sand.

And the people are enjoying the summer

nature whilst the sun whitens the blue sky

and the clouds. Scattered here and there, they

are making shadows to the sky up there.

Here are the seagulls which are coming

near the smell of the little one’s dinner,

always greedy and ready for a morsel,

to catch that little piece

even from the mouth of a baby!

Every being has its nature,

and nature provides for everyone…

whilst David is eating the pastina

under that marine tree,

which gives shade this morning

when mother provides

under the sun for her baby.



Rest


Waves crash

one by one

on a suburb’s

rocky coastline.

The scorching sun

drowns everything:

swallowing its rays avidly

are the people on the burning sand.

Rich are the humans

for they’re enjoying

a beautiful summer’s day.

Seabirds hover happily

over the resting crowd.

Minutes go by, as do the hours

for the child who’s happily diving

in the marine lake which he has created.

An old woman is also happy.

Solitude is not her lot:

she is under the sun

with all the people

and, whilst thinking of herself

as the little girl she knew,

she smiles at the future

once again.



Leave her in Freedom!


Amongst the green of the meadows,

in the summer of my youth,

in my native town, in Montemurro,

I always liked

the flying of the butterflies.

I remember vividly a morning in July

when a white butterfly stopped

on the the blackberry bush near the road.

An immense desire captured my innocent

soul to make mine that butterfly.

She flew up and down, leaf to leaf,

avoiding the bush’s thorns

with so much lightness, with delicacy.

And I circled that bush

hoping to imprison her, to make her mine.

I wanted to ask her the secret of her flying

and of her delicate abandonment in the fresh air.

She appeared to me like a messenger

that from leaf to leaf,

that from flower to flower,

she brings in an ephemeral

way the message of joy.

I pricked myself when I tried

to take her in my hand.



I Refresh Myself


Under the fresh boughs

with a fresh bough

I refresh myself.



Autumn leaves


In the Autumn air

I see the leaves

fall lightly

on the grass already wet

with drops from the sky.

You can see them in groups,

rustling over the extended meadows

of the city.

They get up, chase,

caress one another

and then, tired,

they gather around

the trunk of a defoliating elm tree.

And there, the leaves,

pushed by the wind,

try in vain

to return upwards,

to rejoin the branches,

up there, again...

The jarring of time

gathers even

the young leaves which

soon pale, become ashen

like leaves

benumbed by the cold.

The passersby crush them

indiscriminately

with different soles

whilst looking

upwards into the sky

at the bare

rigid branches.

And it is into the sky

that I direct my pupils,

my eyes, and fly...

whilst the Autumn leaves

fall, kissing the atoms

of the air, like an artist who

touches his hands to his lips

murmuring “thanks”

to the public as a sign of love.

And then the remaining leaves

fall suddenly

and stop over the meadows

full of tears.

But the wind gathers them up quickly

and takes them in a crazy walk

in unknown streets, in the grey morning.

And it is in a dream

that I see them all

in a chorus, faded,

in a continuous uproar

that rises from my poet’s heart

in a mysterious crescendo.

I remember the sweet smiles

of lovers under the trees,

the free flying birds in the air,

and that lost in vain dream

of leaves ravished by Autumn.



The Lemons


My wife

took care of

the lemons.

She gathered them

all in one scoop

at the beginning of October.

I gather them, lemons,

a few at a time.

They keep me company.

And we are already in

November and the lemon

trees have flowered again: they

are full of other green lemons.

And the plants are all perfumed.

The lemon trees need to be made

bare if they must again

dress up gloriously.



Sparrows


It’s a quiet morning.

The sky is grey and

the birds are festive

on this Winter’s day.

The peach tree is only

a shadow of its former self:-

a dead remainder

from its past Autumn glory.

Then this tree had

leaves, peaches, cover...

a welcome relief

for the occasional visitor...

who shared a cup of tea,

conversation, laughter with me.

Now the bare branches

disclaim life itself except

to give to those sparrows

in search of food and warmth

a resting place,

a few moments of calm,

a peaceful interlude.

These busy little sparrows

scattered over the gutter

and the bare branches

are eating bread...

bread put there

by my sometimes frustrating

children, whose show of kindness

rekindles in me the warmth

which a good deed brings.

Soon I will prune down

these branches. Out of necessity

I will perform this surgery.

But in the meantime

over the next few weeks

I will sometimes sit here

by the window sill

and again, these sparrows

will make me rejoice

in my shelter, in my family

whilst we both await for Spring.



Wind and Solitude


The wind blows mercilessly against

the window panes of my room -

a gust, with its violent passion,

thunders outside, in the street,

and shakes the leaves of my lemon tree.

Nature, in its totality, is unmoved.

But all its limbs shake with cold:

they tremble and fear the gusty wind.

Solitude, shaking like a leaf,

creeps through the bones of this human body.

But solitude is only a state of mind.

And the mind, like a gigantic oak tree,

overpowers the feeble human body

that shakes its flesh when nature’s

wind cares moving about for a blow.



The Cycle


Solitary road

under a dark sky

you look at the shadows

of an Autumn night.

The leaves fall quickly,

rigidly the branches extend

into eternity.

Only a leaf

continues to flutter,

but after a while it too

falls.

A passing ray of sunshine

caresses the yellow leaves

on the damp footpath,

whilst the wind

gathers them in a basket

and deposits them under a cypress

near the leaves

of other Summers.

Cold is the heart

of the crying tree:

it has lost its leaves,

it has lost its family.

The sad tree remembers Spring

and alone weeps for its fate

and the vanished Summer.

Then in the cold Winter

it sleeps in a deep sleep

with dreams of lost happiness.

In the grey misty sky

a dove.

Then a swallow.

Finally Spring.

Joy.



THE ROSES


There is something very special about roses. This is the

patrician amongst a great number of flowers. Roses come in

many colours, have a variety of textures, can be large and

small in size and, above all, they attract by their pleasant

fragrance.

A rose garden gives you a heightened experience of beauty.

However... you have to be careful... the rose bush is

dangerous for our human skin and flesh. Roses come at the

end of branches full of thorns. You can hurt yourself slightly

or severely. A rose almost objects to being picked or plucked

and yet its tenure of life is as momentary as life itself.

From a small compact cocooned bud springs a radiant

colourful, perfumed flower. A bunch of these roses are a rare

prize to be given on the most auspicious occasions.

As it matures, a rose loses all of its grip: its leaves are shed in

disarray. These almost ask you to use them as you wish. In

fact rose leaves are used at festive times, in perfume making

and even in cooking!

A rose is also a poet's natural ally when a simple analogy

with life is required. This is the reason why, over the years,

the rose has taken pride of place in some of my poems. i.e

"Una Rosa", "Rosamor", "Roseluv", "A lasting fragrance"!



A Bud


A bud gives me so much hope,

its opening up, so much joy

its spread so much pain!



A Rose


That rose

opened up

this morning.

It’s beauty

is in full bloom.

Its attractive

like a film star

at the height of her success.

It’s dazzling

when you see it.

I wanted

those red petals,

its perfection.

How stupid

I was yesterday!

I didn’t take her.

That rose

is already

faded,

finished.



Rose love


It was today. I picked a rose

amongst the many in my garden.

Strange... never have I killed one like this.

In my hand, between my fingers,

I caressed its sweetness,

the delicate petals,

the young tender thorns.

Everything still smiles of the divine

towards a radiant sky

full of swallows in flight.

Eternal beauty in my memories,

apex of earthly happiness,

moment chiselled in time.

I still love you, oh sweet Rose.



Rose luv


Withered is the rose I knew,

gone are the times I lived.

Memories are all that remain

to a heart that knew no bounds.

Love is only an illusion

that fades as time goes on:

deceived are the young in the game,

deceitful are the dreams of the past.



A lasting Fragrance


Whenever I sing a little tune

there, in the shadow, I see the light

of a beholder who’s all sunlight.

Like shadows, like sunlight

everything is passing,

everything is yesterday.

And yesterday, like a plucked rose,

still leaves in my nostrils

that perfect fragrance,

that perfect choice.

I know that even a perfect rose

will in time grow, wither and die.

But I don’t know whether one

should pluck the rose,

whether one should smell

nature’s lovely and perfect creation.

What right has man to smell at all?

Why should he crave for Spring

if nothing is eternal, nothing is true?

Yet we follow a path of roses...

we prick our hands, we smell them with joy.

Then tomorrow comes... it’s only yesterday.

But then I shall remember

that lonely and frightened rose

so delicate, tender and new...

so sweet, so warm, so true...

and nothing shall make me

want more,

nothing will

give me happier moments.

I’ll remember the times when I didn’t

know what to say,

when silence wept a few humble tears,

when silence, with its eternal say,

said all... and nothing left for me to say.

Yes, I remember now, I said something...

what was it? I don’t really know...

I know it was sincere, true.

Then time pricked my hand,

then it was time to go.



NATURE IN THE CITY


There are many instances when we take notice of the

effect of nature on man made surroundings.

In "Foglie Autunnali" we are especially aware of the

falling leaves. When they fall, how they fall, what

happens once they reach the ground. How do the

leaves themselves appear to react and how do we, as

humans, stand back as observers. Of course, there are

always people who do not seem to take much notice,

since they are too busy; people who look on this event

with indifference; people who can even make poetry out

of it!

Just like in "Una doccia in città" when, after a long, dry

spell, a shower comes to break the monotony of life. This

event brings with it a change of mood, for both the city

and the people who live in it. After this short, dry spell,

the all powerful sun returns to reign supreme once again.



A shower in the City


A city taking a shower

after a long suntan

is proud in its new robe.

Trickles running on footpaths,

drops disintegrating on tram-lines,

people breathing the cool air,

a little boy, his mouth open,

with his tongue catches the raindrops.

Nature’s miracle passes.

The city brightens again

under the piercing rays

of the celestial eternal power.



Multicoloured butterfly


Amidst the din of the traffic

and the confusion of the passersby,

the other day

I saw in the city

attached

to a luxury shop window

a multicoloured butterfly.



POLLUTION


The issue of individual and collective responsibility for our environment

is more topical today than it was twenty years ago when I wrote this

poem.

From 1971 to 1991 the problems of “pollution” have increased

dramatically. We have witnessed an escalation of our inability to

contain those activities which have damaged and are damaging our

natural “environment”.

“L’inquinamento” is essentially a pessimistic poem. It offers no

solutions. Nor can there be when reality tells us that we are unable

to rise above ourselves. Or, at least, that’s the opinion of the soul of

a young man who picks the chords of his guitar, whilst remembering

the world as it was before it blew up.

Even though many of the images which I describe in this poem which

I wrote in 1971 ie stagnating rivers, birds and fish in oil spills,

endangered species have flashed onto our television screens, I feel

somewhat different today. I have become more of an optimist. I

believe that not only we can but we must assume the responsibility of

becoming caretakers of our planet.

Our living creatures need to be protected in their environments. The

type of civilizations which we have are possible in a sustainable

ecological reality. We need to achieve a balance between our needs

and that of nature. We need to learn to mend our mistakes. The world

has the ability to renew itself - so there is room for making some

mistakes...as long as these are not so great...

Written 1991

...And this “issue” does not go away... for today Sunday 2nd of

March 2008... We are gathered here to see what is happening at the

Federal, State and Local levels of Government in favour of “The

Environment and Climate Change.”

Addition 2nd March, 2008



Pollution


(i)

Ten one hundred years have passed

from the time when God forced me

to be in the company of eternity.

When I now think of earthly things

I become nostalgic about life

which has lost all its youth.

Now Earth is no more

the seas have all gone.

There is only this afflicted musician

who picks the chords of his guitar.

(ii)

The grass of the green meadows dries up,

the water of the dying rivers is stagnating,

dirty is the shore under the beach umbrellas.

A fish comes up for a mouthful of air

but finds only a chemical salad

that private inertia has poisoned.

A seagull sits on the waves

that stink of petrol and dead fish.

The world has stopped with a swoon

that is a result of the surrounding stench.

(iii)

A little bird sick with fever

loses its plumage and also its hope.

There is no longer the limpid spring,

the murmuring river, the resplendent lake.

There is only a mist that fills the temples

of the tired thinking animal,

who cries over his foolishness

remembering those passed days

when he was awakened by the swallows

in the Springs of bygone days.

(iv)

Silently a brook putrefies

under a branch deprived of leaves

and shouts with a mute voice,

at the inhuman end of its lost gaiety.

A fragile boat languidly weeps

the days, alas!, already gone forever

of the genuine happiness of lovers

at the blossoming of nature.

There is no more the voice of love

that rocks the waves of its heart.

(v)

Dead are all the people

who caused the world to stink!

Rotten are the lost souls

in lakes covered with excrement.

A torpour invades the air of once

in forests skeletoned by people.

Disappeared are the terrestrial beasts

from the cycle of life on Earth.

The infinite is dead, the skies have disappeared,

the stars are so dark in the night.

(vi)

The great Scythe1 no longer severs

over the vast sea of youth.

God has told me that she is dead and buried

under the ocean that is no longer there.

The old swagger invokes her no more for it is

one thousand years that she hasn’t been seen.

One does no longer war, no longer fight,

no longer live, no longer love

in the world that once was so famous

doing these and a thousand other things.

(vii)

Unfolded now in the infinite are the souls

of the gloomy race of cowardice.

Desperate under a sombre mantle

they strike each other frenziedly

for not having punished in time laziness

that has made a massacre of civilization.

They think of the time of reality

when they used to say to each other

I don’t care if the closed in animal is becoming

mad and does not know where to go.”

(viii)

Let’s get rid of the boresome flies;

away, away with the poisonous snake!

Let’s make a soup with the sad dove

while the canary is put into prison.

One goes to the lake to fish for rabbits

which are no longer to be seen around.

A little at a time all these small animals

disappear from sight without escape

while man who can no longer hunt

blasphemes his damned avarice.

(ix)

On the clear current of the river

of the white capped mountains, no longer

runs the smell of the jovial Winter freshness

for the little bird has stopped singing.

The day, the night, and the seasons

are no longer there, poor creatures,

for the hours have stopped in eternity

with the weather that has stopped changing.

Now the vanished humanity remembers only the

beautiful things that rich and poor enjoyed without care.

(x)

There is an illusion there in the dark sky

of a man, whose smile without compare,

sees the coming of the end of humanity

forced to no longer laugh and play.

The writers of my youth weep over

the hours of contempt because

their works are no longer needed

in a country where they no longer read.

The Earth in fact has suffered a storm

before blowing out of the window.



El Nino


This Boy Child with a Spanish name,

El Nino they call him far and wide,

brings in headlines like a superstar

when it leaves its shores with ill intent.

Is he a friend or is he a foe?

Why is nature afraid of this little child

who wants to roam the ocean,

fly with the wind, cry with the rain?

All creatures great and small wonder

if next year El Nino will arrive!

Will he again cause havoc and turmoil?

Why does he have to come at all?

This bad boy who lives in the Pacific

wakes up regularly from his deep sleep

and rides the waves, shifts the currents,

rules the air, unplugs our ecosystems!

He whips up tempests, storms and hurricanes,

overturns ships and boats, uproots trees and harvests,

pokes his tongue at humanity with pranks

and rebel ways like a naughty, ugly adolescent.

But our El Nino can’t concentrate for long,

he suddenly stops his destruction and moves on!

Bewildered is whoever he visited, relieved amidst

the sunshine in the peace of a fresh new day!

Written 1997